January 23, 2012
Paranoid Sara Cate is paranoid… I had planned on going to class and work today but now I’m doing neither. I’ve felt weird all day. I went to buy some groceries and had a freakout because I started to feel really weak and I was like ‘ffuuu why is this happening to me what if it happens again i’m so scared I gotta gtfo right meowww’ and I left. I wish this would go away, being constantly/irrationally afraid you’re going to pass out is not fun :( Also I went to see a ‘doctor’ on Saturday (an urgent care doctor so not even a real one, and he was kind of a jerk) and he basically was like “nah nothing is wrong with you you’re probably just getting sick now give me $35 dollars for talking to you for five minutes”. I was like wat. (he didn’t actually say that last part but seriously, waste of money..) I feel like a major ween for calling out of work but I’m scared. I just want to become a huddled weakened blanket mass forever and play Zelda :(

Paranoid Sara Cate is paranoid…

I had planned on going to class and work today but now I’m doing neither. I’ve felt weird all day. I went to buy some groceries and had a freakout because I started to feel really weak and I was like ‘ffuuu why is this happening to me what if it happens again i’m so scared I gotta gtfo right meowww’ and I left.

I wish this would go away, being constantly/irrationally afraid you’re going to pass out is not fun :(

Also I went to see a ‘doctor’ on Saturday (an urgent care doctor so not even a real one, and he was kind of a jerk) and he basically was like “nah nothing is wrong with you you’re probably just getting sick now give me $35 dollars for talking to you for five minutes”. I was like wat. (he didn’t actually say that last part but seriously, waste of money..) I feel like a major ween for calling out of work but I’m scared.

I just want to become a huddled weakened blanket mass forever and play Zelda :(

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